Internally, I’ve been debating if I feel more like Shalom, under attack; or like the Sofa The One Where We Teach From Home Shirt in other words I will buy this audience, who were given the opportunity to feel something and react. Maybe I’m somewhere in between? Sitting in my grandmother’s peaceful yet somber garden, I came to the decision that I was content with not having an answer. It’s enough to accept that the future is unknowable. Uncertainty is a feeling I’ve grown too familiar with during this strange time of coronavirus. If I’ve learned anything from these past few weeks, it is to expect the unexpected. I’ve also made use of the opportunity for reflection.